Have I Changed?

Recently, I realised that i get upset very easily. Is it because i seek more from life? Or just that i am venting my frustrations? Let's say that i am just venting my frustrations. Even though i know that it ain't that person's fault, i still allow myself to snap at that him/her. But whenever this happens, i feel as though i am looking at a playback. Maybe i should put it this way. I am this movie that is currently playing on the tv and it's doing a playback at the same time. Am i confusing anyone? It's kind of like those out of the body experiences that people on tv talk about. Or at least that's how i look at it.

You know, maybe i am just tired. My life is flying past me and there is no way that i can slow it down. To others, 1yr might be a very long time but for me, one year after another has passed. Two years ago, at around this point of time, i fell very very ill. Lost quite a considerable amount of weight, which explains why and how i manage to land myself in my current profession. Then after i recovered, i had skin problems. One problem after another, i managed to solve them. Although i took about 6-9mths...... Frankly speaking, i am not sure why am i even talking about all these.

Forget it. I shall stop here for tonight. Until i get my thoughts together, it's good night for now.

Hmm..just a thought that came into my mind.. Some things are best left forgotten but some, just some, refuse to be. Escapism is a state of mind. Will i really be able to achieve it?